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TAPIA -- VINCENT JAMES Vincent, I know I wasn't always the mom you wanted me to be, but you were always the son I wanted to have. During the short time you were here, I learned with you and most importantly - from you. I watched you grow and learn from your accomplishments and mistakes, but I also saw how my accomplishments, failures, and choices affected you. Some were for the better - and some weren't. Mijo, today is a year without you and I am so lost without you here. I obsess over the idea of having just one more day with you. Would it be the day you were born? Maybe, a holiday, or perhaps just an average ordinary day in your life. Maybe it would be the last time I saw you alive - but, I know that will never happen. My life will never again have that peace and comfort I once had when I would watch you sleep and know that you were ok - or the joy I would feel when we would laugh together. I will never feel the pride that would make my heart swell when I would see you accomplish what you set out to do. It will never feel the same as when I would hear a compliment filled with praise about you. The one thing that hasn't, nor will ever change is the love that I have for you. I will forever love you with all my heart and soul. I did the best I could baby I hope you know that. You and Jessica have always been my reason for living. Through both of you I saw God's beautiful world - flowers, sunset, laughter, tears, but most of all why we are here. You taught me the beauty of unconditional love - and it never ends baby. Some day, we will see each other again. Until then, please watch over your sister, she misses and adores you. I love you baby always and forever Mom
        Published on: Wed December 06, 2006