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In Memory of DOLORES GONZALES "Grandma" Where can I begin, I haven't got a clue, all I'm ever certain of is that I'm always missing you. Whether it's your unforgettable cooking, the best there ever was, or watching you take your 'lil nap every afternoon. Just cause I never thought I'd ever lose you and maybe I still haven't seen the reality all around me. I guess I'm hoping it's just a dream. Sometimes when I come home I think you'll be there waiting, but I need to simply realize that my wishes have been fading. There are times at night I feel you as close as before and this is special to me for it's something I just can't ignore. You were everything in the world to me, my guidance, light and hope, and even 'til this very day you still help me cope. I know that you know I always cry by your bed, but all I can ever see is when you last rested your head. This past year has been so hard ever since you left me. But I promise you I'm trying to loosen up and set you free, but no matter how many years pass, I'll always hold you in my heart because right here inside me you'll stay and we'll never be apart. And I also want you to know that you'll never be forgotten here because to everyone of us we'll always and forever hold you near. Happy Anniversary Grandma, you're always on my mind, and I miss you very much. With love from your granddaughter, Nikol Lucero
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